Episode 71

Clara e Marina 71 por claraemarina

Summary

Clara is reading a magazine in the house of Helena. The older sister asks why Clara is there and she says that her family is all about Cadu and she decided to go get a bucket of ice for the drinks. Clara also says he saw a magazine with an article about the studio of Marina and got distracted. Helena understands, but warns that she can't stay because she will go out to the movies with her husband (Virgilio). Once Helena leaves, the phone rings and Clara realizes it's Marina.

(Clara): Hi.... Wow.... I needed to come to my sister's house to talk to you. There is a lot of people at my house visiting Cadu. So, I could not tell you all I would like to speak there in the Cultural Shed.

(Marina): I spent a very sad day. I was bitter about your sudden indifference.

(Clara): What indifference, Marina? None of that. I told you it would be a very difficult period. Cadu is in much need of my attention. And my son also. Both need my love.

(Marina):.... (lying and sad).... I understand... I understand.... they deserve.

(Clara): Yes they deserve. Thank you for accepting me as I am divided. You have Vanessa and you're able to have any woman you want on your side exclusively. I can only give you half of me, Marina.

(Marina):..... (small smile and sigh).... Ok, I accept that half. Any bit of you makes me happy. Only, please do not forget me. Do not leave me even for a day, even for a minute, even for a second.

(Clara):.... (huge smile)..... No... never... I have to go now because I need to go home, ok? a huge kiss.

(Marina): Kiss for you too.

(Clara): Tomorrow I try to stop by there. I don't promise, but I will try.

(Marina):.... (sispiro) five minutes....five 5 small minutes every day and I'm happy.

(Clara): kiss.. kiss.. kiss... kiss... kiss... kiss.. kiss.. kiss... goodbye.... (sighs and turns around)....

As she turned, Clara sees Chica watching her.

(Chica): From what I heard, you were talking to that photographer.

(Clara): Yes, mom. I was talking to her, yes.

(Chica):.... (sigh of regret)..... Oh my God.... Oh Clara... I already suspected this, but I could not believe it.

(Clara): Sorry. I 've thought about talking to you about what is happening for several times. I had no opportunity.

(Chica): But daughter ! Daughter...... is so simple. Just confirm. So tell me, do you have a relationship with this girl ? A homosexual relationship ?

(Clara): No. No, mom. No.

(Chica): No?

(Clara): No. There is no relationship. Nothing happened..... until now. Nothing.

(Chica): Sit here, daughter. Look at me. I am your mother. But I 'm not that her sweet mother when you were a kid. You are now an adult. And we are two women. Me and you. And I think we're friends. I never forbid you to talk about any subject with me.

(Clara): I know.

(Chica): When you met Cadu and fell in love, got married and got pregnant, I thought it was implied your sexual preference..

(Clara):..... (smile).... It was. Really was.

(Chica): I know what you 're gonna tell me. You will say that this can happen at any time of life and at any age for any reason. That's what happened to you, Clara ? You no longer straight to become homosexual?

(Clara): No. Stop it. I'm neither one thing nor the other. Maybe I'm both.

(Chica): Bisexual ?

(Clara): I think so.

(Chica): How you think, Clara ? ' I think ' is not an answer. You are or you are not.

(Clara): I never had a homosexual experience. I do not know.

(Chica): You've never had sex with her ?

(Clara): Nooo. Not with her ​​or any other woman. Never !

(Chica): Oh, my god. So what is it? Speak to me, my daughter ! What do you feel ? Tell me, what do you feel ?

(Clara):.... (passionate sigh).... Love...... affection... I love them both, mom. That's it. I do not want one. I want them both. When I 'm with one, I miss the other. I want you to understand that I am not torn between my husband and Marina. or between a man and a woman. Not so. I'm torn between two people I love. I feel desire for the two people in the same way. But I never lived the other side of my sexuality. So..... for now... I love them both.

(Chica): My daughter, maybe it happened because you and Cadu were in crisis and this girl came to help you, welcoming you and throwing a different look, she show you a different way?

(Clara): In the beginning, may have been so, but not today. I feel love..... (huge smile and sigh).... I miss her the same as when I met Cadu.

(Chica): It 's over now ?

(Clara): No. I love my husband. I love Cadu. If I could rewrite my life he'd be in the same special place. But I can not imagine that If I have one I need to lose another. Understand?

(Chica):.... (sigh)... it's hard, is not it, Clara ?

(Clara): It is difficult for Cadu. Not to Marina.

(Chica): How do you know that?

(Clara): Because she never asked me to leave my husband and leave my son. No way. On the contrary. She likes him. Mom ! Marina is not expecting me to drop all for me to marry her. Not so.

(Chica): Oh my god ! I never imagined I would have such a conversation with a daughter. When you married, I raised my hands to heaven and said, ' Thank God she found a good and honest person. She will be happy, will build, will live her happiness. I never imagined that one day it would ruin.

(Clara): Mom, this is exactly what I'm doing. I want to live my happiness.

At the home of Marina.

(Marina): Look at your face.

(Vanessa): The hair is good.... (smirk)

(Marina): You can not disguise how much you are happy with my unhappiness.

(Vanessa): Just because I have fun a little when she bawled you out?

(Marina): By the way you talk shows hatred for Clara. Did you notice?

(Vanessa): That Girl? This young lady? You are very sensitive. Wow. You get angry with anything.

(Marina): I'm not angry, Vanessa. Just not like that someone roots against me. That's it.

(Vanessa): Gosh, marina. I root hard for you.

(Marina): You root for me since there is no one around. Since I'm alone, because that is what you want. This is what you always wanted. Me and you. You for me. Preferably on a deserted island..... (smirk and running a hand through his hair)

(Vanessa): Is it a sin we want people we love just for us?

(Marina):.... (sigh).... Have you ever thought that maybe I do not like your possessiveness and I do not like to be their property? Vanessa, come here. You are very stressed..... (massaging)..... I guess you do not understand things. You do not love me the way you loved me at the beginning of our relationship. You've changed. Now you want to own me..... (Whispering)...... You want to tame me.

(Vanessa): You're talking about it, Marina? You are the most enslaved. You are the most domesticated. You only talk about Clara, you just want to Clara. There is no work any more. But I will not talk about work. The heart is yours and you do what you want with it. But the bank account still belongs to everyone. The girls would like to continue receiving the salary at the end of the month.

(Marina): Any time I stopped paying you?

(Vanessa): Not yet.

(Marina): Oh, good.

(Vanessa): Not yet..... but I don't know how to close the budget this month.

(Marina): So help me. Help me and stop pushing me down. This will not lead somewhere.

(Vanessa): My love, I'll do anything for you. I've said it. But for God's sake, forget this woman. This will not lead somewhere.

(Marina): Do you want me to forget my love story? Is it?

(Vanessa): A love story where just one person loves? What's this?

(Marina): You can’t see what is difficult for Clara too?

(Vanessa): It was hard for me too. Do you remember how difficult it was for me? You remember how I did everything possible to stay with you? But I'm here today. But you tired. You replaced me....

(Marina): I replaced you?? Wait! You said 'You replaced me'.... I have not replaced you. We had already finished our relationship for a long time when Clara appeared beautiful and gorgeous at that exhibition. I fell in love at first sight. And that's not the passenger. Otherwise it would have finished. Nothing ends up inside me. Just grows and increases.

(Vanessa): Increases because it is difficult. Do you remember when you saw Clara? Remember who she was with? She was on the arm of her husband. So you thought "I wanna steal this woman from her gorgeous husband"

(Marina):..... (desperate)..... you realize that you know nothing about what I think?

(Vanessa): I know and I will say more..... I bet you dreamed of a love triangle: You, Clara and Cadu. Together. You dreamed?

(Marina): What do you want? You want me to open my heart to you?

(Vanessa): You throw the net. But, the handsome did not fall. On the contrary. He is swimming away from you and taking Clara with him.

(Marina): Enough!

(Vanessa): What happened?

(Marina): Enough! I do not want to hear your bullshit. Get out... get out.. get out....Enough !

(Vanessa): What a bad mood, wow!

(Marina): Enough! Bye... I hate you.

At the home of Helena, Chica continues her conversation with Clara.

(Chica): You know, Clara. I already suspected that. I suspected when she made ​​that birthday party for you. A slightly exaggerated party. When I went to the studio, her gaze and her posture was a bit strange. The irritation from Cadu when you got near her. And now in the hospital. I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to talk but I did not find the right words. I wanted to say something, but in my mind reflected the discourse of prejudice. And I did not want that. I have prejudice. I do not want to have. I 'm ashamed to be prejudiced, but I do..... (Goes hand in hair nervously)...... Maybe now, starting with my family...... (kisses hand to clear)..... Maybe I'll be free soon. More easier.............. Hugs me.

Nando comes and disturbs the moment. He asks about the ice bucket that Clara went fetched. The two try to disguise their tears and Nando leaves after noticing the atmosphere.

(Chica): I 'm not your sweet mother when you were a kid. But I am your BIG MOM who loves you and I 'll always be by your side. You can always count on me. Ok, my daughter ?

At the home of Clara, all celebrating the recovery of Cadu.

In the studio, Vanessa accepts another contract for Flavinha unbeknownst to Marina. Flavinha not like the attitude of the coworker and says she does not feel right to accept any job without talking to Marina before. Vanessa says there is nothing to fear but Flavinha says she does not want to betray the trust of her boss. Vanessa tries to convince her that Flavinha is helping Marina to raise money. Flavinha accepts the job, but is not yet safe.

In the bistro, Clara and Marina arrive talking about the recovery of Cadu and go toward a table.

In the bistro, Clara and Marina arrive talking about the recovery Cadu and go toward a table. Clara says that this period is very difficult.

(Marina):.... (sitting)...... I admire you because I have no talent to take care of anyone. Even a small dog.

(Clara): You underestimate yourself because you never had to do these things, is not it?

(Marina): Yeah, maybe....... (Looked in the eyes of Clara).... I think I need someone to take care of me.

(Clara):..... (after the silence)..... Marina, you can't imagine. My mother came to ask me about both of us.

(Marina):..... (looking around).... And then? you had problem?

(Clara): No, because I'm not 18 anymore, hey!

(Marina):.... (laughs).... It's true. It's funny because in my family, nothing ever happened. I always talked openly about my sexuality. I never suffered any kind of pressure.

(Clara): My family is very traditional. It is not rejection but surprise.

(Marina): Yeah. I don't know. I don't understand why. For me, it has always been very natural.

(Clara): Marina you always lived like this. But I always liked BOYS, I'm married, I have a son and you suddenly appear in my life and turn my head. If I can't understand how it happened in this period of my life, how others understand?